Tonto Dikeh took to her instagram page to talk about how she struggled with
being suicidal, being angry all the time, being a ticking time bomb and how she overcame it all.
Read what she wrote after the cut....
"Woke up reflecting on who I was and
how far I have grown spiritually, womanly
& physically. I had so much anger, So
much venom, so much Hate to give. I
didnt understand y neither did i give A
hoot.
I thot life Was all i Saw, Most of my
anger Came from my Childhood (but i did
have a great hood), Some came from
Been Sick, Another came from been
motherless,etc. Darlings i was broken,i
was a walking disaster, A thicking time
Bomb. I was on a suicide part on a
regular sigh# Bottomline I Saved me, I got
to realise that no1 cares about your Pain/
hurt or life, people already have too much
on their plate Or are more Angry about life
than u
I came to understand that wirhout me the
world wld still go on with nothing missed
n might even be a better place,you might
b missed for a day,week,years but i bet u
u gonno b so forgotten wen its time* i
came to unserstand that change i needed
was inside me,We really dont maximise
our God given Authority AS Gods
creations#PRAYER#
*I came to realise that Anger is a more
deadly messedup illness than CANCER,my
anger was the shield btw i and
happiness,Love,Life,etc* I came to realise
that my future depends on me letting go
of all the hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully
committed2 God and living a good life*
* I did realise a couple of things about
self love,God/Allah,Food,We RE barely
existing n not living without God*Good
food is fuel for your mind, soul n body**
Release yourself today from Your Burden/
Anger/Pain and truly discover a life of
constant joy in his grace.. I didnt turn
born again or nothing i just realised that I
AM SPECIAL.. Good morning Angels
#TODAY I CELEBRATE 4YEARS OF
CONSTANT ELETRICITY IN MY HOME
NOT NEPA THOU LOL..
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